To the members of the new weekly drama producing church (let’s admit, this is, sadly, quite entertaining isn’t it?),

You are probably all confused, angry, upset, still unbelieving etc. The list goes on. Why?

Because you are experiencing grieving whether you like it or not. Leaving this cult, especially if you were born and bred in it, or have been in it for many years, is akin to experiencing the death of someone very close and important to you. Let me walk you through all these stages.

Stage 1 – Denial


Face it, you did this. You told these same things to yourself, to your family members and cursed and swore at those who merely presented the truth to you in love. You denied all evidence and were in denial to yourself that hey, these things might actually be true? It probably took a good few weeks for more things to unfold before you even considered the possibility that you could be wrong.

Before you engulf yourself with guilt looking back, don’t be too hard on yourself, it happens to everyone.

Stage 2 – Anger


Now is where you start going crazy when you realize hey, it could be true and wanting to set things right. You show up at the church doorstep demanding to speak to various people, or you keep calling the SOG phones demanding an explanation etc. You start calling up your friends within the church and vent out your frustrations, exchange bad advice about it etc. Oh, did I mention, this is also the stage where the church and its stakeholders start doing damage control. News, videos, audio recordings, messages spread like wildfire over WhatsApp. Everyone wants to weigh in their opinion on the matter, both correct and fake and exaggerated information also makes its rounds at this stage because we all know how angry people love embellishing things.

You start to see the church polarizing, people taking sides. And yes, you, my dear SG TPM member, took a side too in anger, didn’t you?

Stage – 3 Bargaining

Now the anger and adrenaline have died down and you weigh your options. Familial bonds and feeling take over and kick in.  And yes you do have familial bonds to the organization, you grew up there, you spent years there, they are like family to you, your life revolves around the church (and not necessarily around Christ) and you’re like “how do I fix this and try to help?

From the goodness of your heart (or what you believe is good) you wade back into the battlefield. You start striking bargains with key people. This is a move of self-preservation and power preservation. Some choose to take sides with whoever is more powerful, some choose to take sides with who they believe is right, some take sides so that they can try to take over. Whatever the reason, bargains and deals are made, alliances are made, promises are made, and in the hopes to fix things and move forward in what you believe is the right direction.

But deep down, you are just trying to hold on to the shattered pieces, trying to make sense of it, desperate to put broken pieces together again and deluding yourself that things will go back to normal after this saga is over. 

Stage 4 – Depression

More weeks pass, more drama unfolds and now, you my dear sister and brother of SG TPM, finally come to a realization that you’re no longer in control, you are lost and confused, you are hurt and angry, your trust was broken by the very SOG who condemned you for so many things, and yet lived immoral and lavish lives behind your back. The very people who claimed to be chosen by God for a sanctified and consecrated life betrayed your trust in whom dear reader, YOU put your trust in, instead of putting your trust in God, you put in man, who will ALWAYS fail. You were fed lies, you partook of juicy gossip, you realized that you never stood up for what is right in the church, especially when you see discrimination, favoritism (we all know if you give more money, SOG prays extra hard for you right?). You were part of the problem too.

You take a good hard look at your life, you see your children growing up angry, being denied many things because ‘the church says so‘ and they then leave the right path and wander away from the ways of God. Can you blame them? They see your hypocrisy. You relationship with your children is toxic and almost non-existent and you don’t know what to do anymore.

You look at your marriage, and you see a horrible miserable marriage because the SOG loves inserting themselves in between your marriage. You are always arguing with your spouse, there is no joy in your marriage. Is that biblical? There’s only room for three, you, your spouse and God. After that it gets pretty crowded.

You look at your so called friends in church who love you because the SOG love you or because you have money. But once you get on the bad side of the SOG, they suddenly all stop talking to you. Are they truly your friends? You start to realize that what you thought was the church was nothing but a political circus playground for power plays. You look at your old parents, who’ve been in the church for years, the joy of the Lord is not in them. Instead, they are critical and quick to judge and believe that only through the SOG you can get a ticket into heaven. They are miserable and frankly no one likes them.

Now you look at yourself. The forced morning prayers at 4:00 AM as a child, and if you fell asleep while praying they pinch you or smack you awake. You look at the guilt you went through when you decided you wanted to get married and the SOG railed against you saying that you loved a man more than God and you want a worldly life instead of serving God the “SOG WAY”. You still feel that guilt and that you can only come to God through the works you do.

Look at yourself, look at your heart. You are NOT happy, you are NOT fulfilled.

You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

Psalm 16:11

You realize, you’re not on the path of life, you’re on the path of eternal spiritual death. Because if you were on the path of life, you will find fullness of joy in the presence of God.

I can tell you there are many spirits in that building in Tai Gin Road, but the Spirit of God is not one of them.

You withdraw to yourself and be quiet, you stay away from the church for a while (and hey, covid did help you achieve that too).

You fall into depression.

Stage 5 – Acceptance

A good chunk of time has passed by and now you have to make a decision. Stay, or leave?

While it has only 2 options and most people would say, that’s a pretty easy decision, this tears you up inside. To leave everything you’ve ever known, all the people that you’ve chosen to surround with (because this cult makes you isolate yourself from people who are not from the church), to even possibly leaving your extended family behind who are die hard soldiers of this church, it’s a very painful and difficult decision. You also know that you will be ostracized by people and you will hear some wonderful stories embellished with false reasons about why you left ranging from “oh that person left because they couldn’t live up to the standard of God and wanted to follow the world” to things like “oh that person has been demon possessed and fallen into sin”.

But my brother and sister, I urge you to read the words of Christ:

Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ

Gal 1:10

Whose approval do you want? God’s approval, or man’s approval?

Today you stand at a crossroads, the narrow way leading to life and to Christ. MAKE THE DECISION. You never know if you will have that chance again, life is unpredictable. You’re here today and gone the next, which you should know by now from the number of SOG deaths that we see on a regular basis. You’re scared, you don’t know where to go. You don’t really know much about life outside actually. But the God I serve promised to walk with you through this. I beg you, pick up your bible and read. Look at the previous articles on this site to give you a good foundation to correct the false theology that was embedded into you. READ IT FOR YOURSELF, STUDY IT. Be like the Bereans. You took what the SOG said wholesale, you never examined scripture for yourself.

Now the Berean Jews were of more noble character than those in Thessalonica, for they received the message with great eagerness and examined the Scriptures every day to see if what Paul said was true.

Acts 17:11

Visit other assemblies, have a look around. You need to throw away the idea that only through TPM can you get to heaven, God has people EVERYWHERE. You yourself know that there is one particular church a lot of TPM members secretly go to after service is over in Tai Gin. Think to yourself, why are they there?

Also, examine your salvation. Do you believe you are saved just because you are in TPM or do you believe the gospel of Christ? Because many people I know from there believe they are saved because they come from that church. When I went back for someone’s funeral someone came straight up to us and said we have lost our salvation because we left TPM. If you believe this, I have to tell you, you are not truly saved at all. You believe in an organization, not in Jesus Christ.

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

John 14:6

TPM teaches TPM is the way the truth and the life, no one comes to God except through them.

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

Eph 2:8-9


Acts 4:12

There is nothing you can do to earn salvation. All that hype about “oh, if you join the ministry God will save you etc” is all totally blasphemous and ridiculous. And we all know how they love boasting about their ‘works’. By now from all this drama, you should know the true colors. Accept it in faith, God paid the price for you so that you may have eternal life. He took His wrath upon himself so that you can live.

If you truly are a child of God, your life will show it.

You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles?

Matt 7:16

You’ve seen the fruit TPM bears. You’ve seen the fruit, or lack of rather, of your own life while you were there. Jesus can change you as a person, and you can become a true follower of Christ.

If fear stops you from leaving, remember this:

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.

1 John 4:18

God’s perfect love, His grace and His strength is MORE THAN ENOUGH for you to overcome this and walk out into a new life. If you fear man, more than you fear God, then question in whom you have placed your faith in.

The Five Stages of a TPM Believer's Journey

I know how you feel, I’ve watched my entire family go through this, this is not just a bunch of words, but I speak from experience. If you need help or you want someone to talk to, or if you unsure, you can get in touch with me or you can just leave a comment below. There are so many brothers and sisters here from all over the world on this site who are more than ready to encourage you and help you come out of this cult. They have all gone through what you are going through and they have all made that decision which you are pondering upon today.

If you are an SOG and by some miracle you reading this (yes I heard about the confiscation of all of your personal devices to prevent you from communicating, especially the sister’s side) and you want to leave but have nowhere to go, send us a message, leave a comment etc, and I will do all I can to help you out.

I leave you with this verse:

And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

Joshua 24:15

Choose this day whom you will serve.


  1. @ Admin, the five steps of a confused TPM believers journey brilliantly expounded.
    Hope and pray that this will open the eyes of not only SG TPM believers but many other believers who are on cross roads.
    And to all those who read this and brush it aside, think about what excuse you will give when you stand on that day facing the Wrath of God. You will be utterly disappointed to see how you landed there when you were expecting to be secretly raptured into thin air.
    Now is the time to flee and be saved.

    • true Redeemed.. if blind bollywood supporters and other kollywood supporters still remain blind n continues supporting may God deal with them as their eyes will never be opened what excuse they will give if he indeed gets caught by law or face the wrath of GOD ALMIGHTY in time to come… they still feel JOshua and ammachi will be in zion and they will also get caught up together with them “TOUCH NOT THE ANOINTED” ALL THIS EVIDENCE IS FARBICATED AGAINST THE SERVANTS OF GOD!!! THE LORD WILL STRIKE YOU FOR THIS!!!!! and keep singing this is a glorious church without spot or wrinkile if church ever reopens Lol.. sigh so sad 🙁

  2. It’s amazing to see admins knowledge of Singapore TPM . Amazing to see that admin knows where all the belivers here go secretly to another church. I don’t think even the workers here know so much details.
    I can truly say, everything said here is the truth, nothing but the truth.
    Former singapore beliver of 50 years.

  3. Excellent article or should I say a clear call from heaven above to the unfortunate believers of SPM and TPM on the whole to decide whether to…

    “Serve The God of the Bible or the gods of TPM.”

    It is just a matter of time before this Joshua virus spreads across the TPM world. In fact, the virus already exists in every TPM/CPM/NCPC/NTC/UPC church but is not manifested yet but will sooner or later.

    This cult and its doctrines are from hell and if the SPM/TPM/NTC/NCPC/CPM/UPC members who are following this site have not yet realised that, then only God can save them. Please swallow your pride and humble yourself by accepting that you have been misled by the saints of TPM and that you and they are wrong. Time is short but God’s mercy and grace is still available, if only you would humble yourself and seek The Truth.

    May God have mercy on you and your family and may He deliver you from TPM’s satanic yoke.

    Praise God for the relentless efforts of in exposing the evil schemes of the enemy who is leading this satanic TPM cult.

  4. They that trust in our church’s lord, are like unshakable mount zion, that cannot backslide!

    I love tpm church. If all saints inner evil life come on fromtpm white pages, I still believe it god’s church. 1000 fall by devil tail on left and 2000 fall by serpent tail on right, but it shall not touch me. I remain in tpm till death.

    Do you know why?

    It because I hear prophecy in this church which Sharon Ammachi speaks. Many sisters like Sharon Ammachi, doing evil secret life with males, but they still medium of god’ voice in our churches! They always prophesy “my child my child” like that. They never speak about secret life of Joshua pastor and other evil pastors. They not like prophecy of rebuke in seven churches of book of revelation. Our church prophecy always unique from all church in world, including churches in bible. Our church prophecies sign that god in this church. Always sweet poisioning words.

    If Singapore church meeting start now, you will hear god speaking through prophecy again. I can prophecy what prophecy will be. It will be like following- “your tears I have seen. I know you going through the valley of darkness and death. But hold fast the things you do in secret and I will reward you openly. ”

    That number one reason why we tpm belivers doesn’t leave tpm. All those who leave tpm will make another tpm outside tpm, but they not keep tpm name.

    That only I want to speak.

    • Dear Elina. I sincerely do not understand what you are saying or what you are trying to say. There are moments as I was reading your comment I went “Ah, is she serious or not?”

      • @Andrew, Francis, frankly don’t be too serious about her or wait .. rather take her or him as the joker or jester of this forum, cos we here had gotten used to it, taking her comments to our stride always, so bottomline is don’t take this elina person seriously at all,. you can tell how our admin’s character is like as being fair & a reasonable personality since He had allowed her comments too in this forum. So my salute to admin for the fairness & equality he is showing towards everyone unless some comments contain offensive languages or vulgarity, then its not called for to be submitted to this forum.

        • Hello dear ChristMySaviour
          / My salute to admin for fairness, equality. ..,/

          You admin, not like our chief pastor! No comparison between two. As heaven high from sea, so is difference between your Admin and our chief Pastor.

          Difference number one;
          Your admin looks for scientific evidence, mobile evidence, photo, audio, email, testimony of victim girl, testimony of Singapore believers, digital evidence, history of life of Joshua, tears of crying afflicted girl etc.

          But our chief very high judging standard. He declare all evidence against Joshua wrong. god told him all these evidence is of brother Joash. so he quickly listen to god’s guidance remove Joash. Such fair our chief high priest of new testament higher order ministry.

          Now tell me who is fair?

  5. Fascinating article! The mind is satan’s playground but as believers we must take back EVERYTHING he stole from us. One of the best choices I have made was to leave this church. I encourage anyone who is considering on leaving, to first pray. There is safety, peace, and assurance in prayer. The Lord is faithful and He will bring you through.

  6. excellent article dear bro admin.. exact feeling and thoughts and situation faced by in most SG TPM believers mind n heart.. I and my family also feel same but we are not so affected much since we long have left TPM spore.. may God’s grace and mercy surround with us all to comfort our broken/heavy heart and disturbed minds about the current issues in tai gin church spore.. God is Love and HE will heal all our broken disturbed hearts and thoughts.. at the right time justice will prevail.. God is everywhere NOT IN TPM ONLY.. the current church that my family and I attends we can feel presence of God and my children have spiritually grown so much in the Lord compared to how they were in TPM.. the love and guidance we recieved from the pastor at this new church and also from the believers are beyond explaination.. My elder son had a good job offer in Marina Bay Sands Hotel but the SOG at spore church ammachi sharon and 2 other senior sis who have passed on now tat time humiliated and banned my son from commiunion saying how can a child of God work in this kind of place its better to serve GOD than MAN and your reward is greater comapred to worldly pleasures.. however my son fasted and prayed and asked for the will of God to be done in his life, went for the interview and got selected.. today its been 5/6 years God has been merciful towards my son and blessed him in career progression and also made him a husband and a father of 2 cute kids.. had my son been naive and listen to this twisted evil so called angels in white i wonder what state his life would been now.. they did played with his mind and forced him to join ministry. 1) Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. 2) And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me. 3) For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 4) And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Hope these 4 verses will be the comfort for all those who are hurt and broken over this SG church issue.. Let us all look to God and glorify God alone.. May God bless u all dear bro admin and my bro n sis in christ

  7. It will only get worse before it finally disintegrates. I remember the Mandai Branch was forced to Close by the authorities and back then the late Pastor Martin mentioned that it was due to excessive noise past 10pm. I took it at face value then but it must have been something deeper. Come to think of it the filth and misdemeanour has been going on for a while. The Pastor in charge of Mandai then was Victor. We ought to remember that quite a large number of members of TPM Singapore are from India and that they would no matter what be blindly loyal to mother church and would dare not question the White Clads Serpents. As for the locals they are mainly all connected via families and they can be influential and even brutal if needed.

    Is this how a church should operate. A church is a called out assembly of saved and Baptised believers doing the work of God. A part of me is saddened for those sincere believers trapped in between but the other part is saying the church is in self destruct mode. May God have mercy.

  8. @Shameless SG TPM
    //God has been merciful towards my son and blessed him in career progression and also made him a husband and a father of 2 cute kids..//
    // Let us all look to God and glorify God alone.. //

    Great testimony brother ,go ahead we too rejoice with you at this moment of joy.
    Play this clipping to your 2 cute grand kids and rejoice with them and ‘GLORIFY’ Him alone.
    Now add this ROMANS 8:31 also along with the 4 verses you brought forth in your mail
    “What shall we then say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?”

  9. @..Andrew Fransis…..//A part of me is saddened for those sincere believers trapped in between but the other part is saying the church is in self destruct mode. May God have mercy.//

    After closeIy watching these unfortunate events,one thing I have been silently upholding all the dear ones of Sg church(equally Malaysia church too) in my prayers.But do n’t lose hopes.God is still in control.In His will whoever is there trapped He would see their absoute FREEDOM,provided they also show their interest .
    That is the only weapon the Lord has granted us to exercise it as a beacon light whenever we reached the crossraods and whereto move further.God did not forsake His dear ones as orphans.One thing is that we must show the intent to flee away from the quagmire that this site often speaks of.Bible also clearly warns us against the miry clay.
    Through this blessed site God is helping us to know the latest updates what’s happenning around.Certainly,this is the result of our sillent intercessory prayers for this site day in and day out.Let us pray without ceasing.
    This intercessory prayer is an untapped resource, an unexplored continent where untold treasure remains to be unearthed.
    I reaised,this is the one area that I lacked,and if I can recharge it,the enemy will flee away and all my brethren would be freed from believing these lies.
    I request you all can join me in this battle ground so that we also can become helpmates of ADMN bro and his ever fighting team.

  10. Dear Admin,

    On behalf of my family. We want to THANK YOU for publishing an excellent article. We thank GOD for raising up people like you to show us the truth of cursed TPM teaching.

    My family will be no longer going to this cult church and neither will we welcome these people in our home.

    John 8:36

  11. This is rebeccal from Chennai , xxxxxxxxxxxxx is my contact number , I just need ur help immediately , kindly contact me soon as possible , will be waiting for ur call or msg , it’s really a urge time to releive my sister from this cult , she is being tortured badly by that elder sisters of particular branch , and she is in great fear , because they brain washed her well after she decided to come out , and they threatened her that God will destroy her and her family of she leaves the ministry …

  12. @//This is rebeccal from Chennai , xxxxxxxxxxxxx is my contact number //
    Certainly I will intercede in my prayers that God intervenes in a supernatural way that no one can imagine.The ‘ENEMY’ has blinded many youth like this to this CULT ministry.Now that the TRUTH is revealed to her,surely an exit way will be provided to her.
    We unite with ADMN bro and his team in this great task.


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